Wondering where to go when I was broken . . .
With scared steps I entered the church
Like a rabbit or a lamb;
But I was dirty
And ashamed.
People were there who truly did care.
With rod and staff to be sure,
Like a child or a teen.
I was reprimanded
And shamed.
Suspecting now, that those who were forward,
Had painful secrets inside
Of not measuring up
To the standards
They set.
Impossible standards that only He could hold;
And He expected us to live
Not under oppression
And fear, but
with joy.
Too scared now to enter His house anymore;
I worship on the couch in the living room
With YouTube finding the church, sitting
In happiness, thankfulness,
And peace.